always learning from mistakes
but falling for the same things
always searching for myself
but don't even know what it means

when I feel like being happy
then I start to cry
and when I feel like being sad
then my tears are dry

I'm screaming to the world
thank you for the fight you gave me
to push myself
to understand
to take
to give
to love
to hate
thank you for the light you gave me
let me fall in my own mess

always scared of what they think
but I don't wanna give a fuck
always moving always running
but the truth is that I'm stuck

when I feel like being needy
then I push them far away
when I feel like being alone
it just feels like that anyway

I'm screaming to the world
thank you for the fight you gave me
to push myself
to understand
to take
to give
to love
to hate
thank you for the light you gave me
just let me fall in my own mess